{"id":148,"date":"2009-07-12T09:13:18","date_gmt":"2009-07-12T08:13:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/?p=148"},"modified":"2013-05-27T18:28:45","modified_gmt":"2013-05-27T17:28:45","slug":"julius-12-en","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/?p=148","title":{"rendered":"J\u00falius 12-\u00e9n"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0cm;\" lang=\"hu-HU\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">Valaki egyszer azt mondta, hogy amennyi \u00e9vet \u00e9lt\u00fcnk egy\u00fctt, annyi h\u00f3nap lesz nagyon neh\u00e9z. Marhas\u00e1g, gondoltam. Annyian annyi mindent mondtak. De, most m\u00e9gis k\u00f6nnyebb valamivel.\u00a0 Ink\u00e1bb a sz\u00e9p eml\u00e9kek, a kedves dolgok, a vid\u00e1mabb t\u00f6rt\u00e9netek j\u00e1rnak a fejemben.\u00a0 Vizit\u00far\u00e1k, s\u00e1toroz\u00e1sok, f\u0151z\u00e9sek, nevet\u00e9sek, a mosolyod. A \u201ej\u00f3 kis cigarett\u00e1k\u201d, a szavak, kifejez\u00e9sek. \u201eK\u00e9rek bort\u201d, \u201e hib\u00e1ztam\u201d, \u201enem csinos\u201d, sok-sok apr\u00f3 gesztus, a mozdulat, a tekinteted, minden, aki Te volt\u00e1l.\u00a0  Pilismar\u00f3t, a resti P\u00e1p\u00e1n, a R\u00e1ba, a kisvend\u00e9gl\u0151k, a kocsm\u00e1k.\u00a0 A \u201ehelyiek\u201d, a f\u0151z\u00e9sek bogr\u00e1csban, a csalink\u00e1z\u00e1sok vid\u00e9ken. \u00a0 A M\u00e1tra, a d\u00f6rzsivel, a k\u00e9t-h\u00e1rom napos r\u00f6vid utak.  Az \u00f6r\u00f6m\u00f6k, a kis dolgok megbecs\u00fcl\u00e9se, szip\u00f3k, a bogy\u00f3k, a t\u00e1rgyak, holmik, ruh\u00e1k, mind, mind Te.\u00a0  A kibesz\u00e9l\u00e9sek. A gondolataid kifejt\u00e9se, az intellektusod, a vit\u00e1k,  az aur\u00e1d, minden, minden.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0cm;\" lang=\"hu-HU\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">Neked ezt sem k\u00e9ne magyar\u00e1znom.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0cm;\">K\u00e9t \u00e9ve b\u00facs\u00faztattalak. Volt m\u00e9g Tibi is, meg az a nagy mag\u00e1ny.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0cm;\">Ami meg lett, arr\u00f3l azt rem\u00e9lem, hogy l\u00e1tod, elk\u00e9pzelem, hogy \u0151rz\u00f6l, hogy vigy\u00e1zol r\u00e1m.  Ahogyan magadra soha nem vigy\u00e1zt\u00e1l. Te azt h\u00edvtad \u00e9letnek, amit, ahogyan tett\u00e9l. Hagytam?\u00a0  Mulasztottam, \u201ehib\u00e1ztam\u201d.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0cm;\">J\u00f3 volt Veled.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Valaki egyszer azt mondta, hogy amennyi \u00e9vet \u00e9lt\u00fcnk egy\u00fctt, annyi h\u00f3nap lesz nagyon neh\u00e9z. Marhas\u00e1g, gondoltam. Annyian annyi mindent mondtak. De, most m\u00e9gis k\u00f6nnyebb valamivel.\u00a0 Ink\u00e1bb a sz\u00e9p eml\u00e9kek, a kedves dolgok, a vid\u00e1mabb t\u00f6rt\u00e9netek j\u00e1rnak a fejemben.\u00a0 Vizit\u00far\u00e1k, s\u00e1toroz\u00e1sok, f\u0151z\u00e9sek, nevet\u00e9sek, a mosolyod. A \u201ej\u00f3 kis cigarett\u00e1k\u201d, a szavak, kifejez\u00e9sek. \u201eK\u00e9rek bort\u201d, \u201e hib\u00e1ztam\u201d, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=148"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":237,"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148\/revisions\/237"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/peterklara.kernel.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}